Shelter (2007)

I've just began watching movies of gay interest. I saw 'Shelter' last night and I'm totally in love it.

The movie is about Zach, a budding artist who sacrifices college to look after his nephew Cody and dependent sister Jeanne. They lead a hard life. Zach works as a cook at a diner while Jeanne is a supermarket cashier. He has an on-and-off again relationship with Tori, whom he regards as a good friend, apart from his best pal and surfing buddy Gabe, a wealthy kid who's heading off to college.

Zach and Shaun's first kiss

A chanced meeting with Gabe's older brother Shaun (who's gay) kindles a flame that leaves Zach questioning his sexuality. After sharing their first kiss, Zach tries to supress his true feelings for Shaun, whom Zach reaches out to for company and a shoulder to cry on. Zach realizes he has fallen in love with Shaun, who also loves him and admires Zach's selfless act and talent.

Shaun encourages Zach to re-apply to the arts school and says that he has a place close to the school. Zach eventually is accepted into the school but has not made up his mind about moving to California.

Shaun asks Zach to re-apply to CalArt

When Jeanne discovers her little brother's homosexual relationship with Shaun, she tells him that she and Cody can never cope with that.

Zach ponders about his relationship with Shaun

Confused and uncertain about his future, he breaks up with Shaun. Zach begans feeling empty.

Zach breaks up with Shaun

Jeanne then drops a bombshell on Zach, which could derail his dreams of getting into art school. She and her lover Alan plan to move away due to job opportunities but cannot take Cody along with them as Alan is not fond of children. She asks Zach to look after Cody. Zach is in a dilemma and at  the same time, he longs for Shaun.

Happy family

Zach patches up his relationship with Shaun. They take Cody to live with them in California.

Verdict: This is an endearing gay love story that is a must watch. I'm glad that there is a happy ending. Actors Trevor Wright (Zach) and Brad Rowe (Shaun) are convincing in their respective roles. Apart from the storyline and actors, the soundtrack to this movie is another plus point. I give it 4.5 stars out of 5! I hope there is a sequel to this.

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Bonus: Tender moments between Zach and Shaun

Confession No.6

Unable to find romance with my good friend, I strayed into a lustful companionship with a classmate of mine. I was 17 at that time. He was a jock. He was not that good looking, but had a well-toned body. I was not in love with him, and neither was he in me. We just had fun together. He allowed me to fondle his cock. During class, we sat next to each other. Desks were conjoined to accommodate large number of students. While the teacher was teaching, I would reach for his crotch and caress him until he was hard. He would usually stop me when he could feel himself almost reaching an orgasm. In return, he had this fetish of grabbing my butt cheeks and running his finger between my ass crack (with my pants on). Sometimes when there wasn't anyone around, he would stick his finger into the back of my pants/briefs and move it along my ass crack. I, of course, would be fondling his hardened cock while this took place. There were also instances during our science laboratory sessions, when everyone were asked to group around the front table to watch our science teacher demonstrate experiments, he would always be the one behind me. He would grind his cock against my ass cheeks and between my crack. We would also stay behind after school and find a secluded spot for us to "have fun". During these times, I got to put my hands into his pants and wrap my hands around his engorged penis. As usual, he would ask me to stop when he felt like cumming. We never went beyond that. Just partial handjobs. That's what he wanted. Damn! I wish that I was brave enough to ask him if he would enjoy me giving him blowjobs or fucking my ass. Our 'hands-on' experience went on for a year. He's had girlfriends after that. He's on my facebook. We never discuss about our history now.

Pornstar Crush: Pavel Novotny

Pavel Novotny has to be the best male specimen on the face of Earth! He is the essence of masculinity. A gorgeous face, a set of hypnotic eyes, a body to die for and a majestic cock. I would kill for this man. I dream of being his bottomguy and his everlasting lover. Even with clothes on, he could harden my cock. Just imagine what he does to me sans clothing. I wish I were those guys getting butt-fucked and cum-sprayed by him. I wish I could suck his ginormous dick. I wish I could cuddle up to him in bed. He is forever my porn idol and dreamlover. I love you Pavel!

Confession No.5

At 16, I fell in love with a close friend of mine. I had known him since I was 13. We were in the same class for 3 years, but then we moved to different classes for the next 2 years. Still, our friendship remained. I had no feelings for him at the beginning. To be honest, he wasn't that appealing during pre-puberty, but he evolved into a tall, lean and handsome guy after puberty. We hung out often in school and always communicated over the phone after school. I would get all excited when he called. He sort of sensed that I was into him, but that did not make him stay away from me. He even played along with my infatuation. He would call me 'darling' or 'honey'. My heart melted everytime I heard him call me that. However, there was nothing more to that. It was a one-way love affair. He just didn't want to hurt me. I never made a move on him, but my actions and body language when being with him made it crystal clear that I was head over heels for him. He was straight for sure, because he would flirt with girls. I got really jealous one day when he flirted with a girl on the tennis court. I nearly cried. If only I had the guts to pursue him and tell him that I loved him. He is now engaged to be married.

Famous Cocks: Michael Pitt and Louis Garrel

The Dreamers made me kinda sick, mostly due to the incestuous relationship between the gorgeous Theo (Louis Garell) and his skanky sister Isabelle (Eva Green). It was a major turnoff, so I just could not continue watching. I switched off the tv after Matthew (Michael Pitt) fucked Isabelle for the first time. But what I totally enjoyed about this movie was catching glimpses of Louis Garrel and Michael Pitt's cocks in all their glory. Michael Pitt's penis was the main drawcard for me. Fabulous close-up shots of his suckable cock turned me on! Michael may not be model-like handsome, but he is sort of cute. I first saw him in Murder By Numbers, but I did not feel stirring in my loins. But after watching him naked in The Dreamers, I now can't stop thinking of him and his cock. Louis Garrel is a French actor who is McSteamy material. His cock was nice too (though seen from afar and in quick instances), especially with that dark pubic bush (I love a man with hairy pubes).

Sorry, no cock pics. Just google them.

Currently Jerking Off To ... James van der Beek

I watched Rules Of Attraction last night. James van der Beek was so hot as Sean Bateman! Loved his fucking and masturbation scenes. I would love to see that dreamy face above me as he fucked me hard! Damn, he was hot in every scene! I even got turned on when he gave out those vampire-like stares! I whacked off to him when he was Dawson Leery and now I find myself fantasizing about him again. He is so fucking gorgeous!

In my fantasies, I am the beautiful Paul Denton (Ian Somerhalder, who is also hot like hell!) who manages to seduce Sean and have gay trysts while snorting coke and watching straight porn.

Oh, and yes, I did enjoy that brief shot of Kip Pardue's cock and the scenes between Dick and Paul!