Get Real (1998)

Get Real is a coming-of-age story of Steven Carter (Ben Silverstone), a gay schoolboy who falls in love with the school headboy and star athlete John Dixon (Brad Gorton).

Steven and John light fags during their first meeting

Steven is a charming quasi-geek with a knack for writing. His introvertness makes him the perfect target of Kevin, the school bully, who is also a friend of John's.

Steven is comfortable with his sexuality and even frequents the public loo in the park for sexual gratification with men. He is not out yet, but he shares his secret with his best friend, the bubbly and always entertaining Linda (Charlotte Brittain).

Linda and Steven gawk at the handsome John

John being the popular high school jock, looks and acts straight, but is confused about his sexual preference after a past experience with another guy. He eventually discovers that he too is gay after falling in love with Steven.

John and Steve - the morning after

Like most non-conforming lovers do, Steven and John keep their relationship tightly under wraps. John insists on showcasing a straight guy persona. He tells Steven to pretend not to know nor talk to him in school in order to hide their secret. John even has a girlfriend Christina, who models for lingerie catalogues.

Finding time and privacy to be with each other becomes a challenge for Steven and John. They meet up only when their parents aren't at home. When they don't have the luxury of being alone at home, they run off to the park or the woods for their sexual encounters.

Romancing in the woods

Steven's mother starts feeling suspicious about Steven. She puts the pieces together and realizes that her son may be having a gay affair with John.

Their relationship gets a little rocky when Steven catches John with Christina on a night when John was supposed to have a rendezvous with Steven. Steven wants more out of their relationship. He wants John to feel good about being his lover and appreciate him more openly. John professes his love for Steven and vows to acknowledge him in public.

Steven is distraught after finding that John was on a date with Christina

Steven, having won an award for a previous article he wrote, decides to write about being gay and sneaks it into the school magazine as an anonymous writer. However, the headmaster dismisses the story as inappropriate for the magazine. Rumours start spreading about the article and everyone is talking about a possible gay couple in school.

Jessica, who has feelings for Steven, discovers that it was Steven who wrote the article. She also finds out that it was John whom Steven is romancing. John starts to feel anxious because students know that Steven and he have become 'pals' and fears that their secret might be unveiled. His anxiety is fueled when his parents find out that John lied to them about not knowing who Steven was, when in fact Steven had actually spent the weekend with John.

On Prize Day, John and Steven are given awards for their achievements in sports and journalism, respectively. Moments before the ceremony, Kevin and another friend find Steven affectionately holding, then ripping John's jersey out of frustration. They start roughing him up. John walks in and tells them that he'll take care of Steven. John fakes bashing up Steven but when the guys walk in and see them oddly close to each other, John pushes Steven against the locker and kicks him.

 

Steven comes out publicly

During his acceptance speech, Steven comes out of the closet in front of the school and his parents. He asks why are people afraid when it is merely love. He also encourages other gays to speak up (while looking at John). No one does.

After the ceremony, Steven finds John sitting on the bench near the field. John apologizes for bashing him. He says that all he could think of after the bashing was to hold Steven and make him feel okay. John says that Steven is the only person he had loved. John is not ready to come out of the closet. Steven stands up, tells John to "be happy", and then walks away.

Will they remain together?

Verdict: Sublime and funny at times! This film is wonderfully written and directed. Ben Silverstone and Brad Gorton are great in their roles, Ben especially. But it is Charlotte Brittain who impresses the most. She steals every scene she is in. Does it live up to every gay person's fantasy of the geek finding romance with the jock? Yes! However, I wished there were sex scenes between Steven and John. My favorite scene from the movie was when Steven and John danced with their respective partners at the school ball, gazing into each other's eyes as the song 'You Are So Beautiful' was being played. Priceless. Overall, I give this movie 4 stars out of 5.

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Bonus: Steven and John in tender moments

Confession No.7

I am attracted to straight guys. I dream of having a straight boyfriend who is gay only for me. It sounds stupid right? How can a guy not be gay if he gets romantically involved with another guy? And how can a straight guy fall in love with a gay guy? As impossible as it may sound, that's my dream and one of my life missions.

I am most attracted to tall, handsome and well-built guys. White guys are my favorites, followed closely by Latinos. I am turned on by guys with broad and muscular chests. I don't mind a little hint of chest hairs. I absolutely love guys with a healthy growth of abdominal and pubic hair. I also like them hairy at the underarms and legs. I am not a fan of shaved pubes because I think hairy cocks define masculine men.

I am not picky when it comes to penis size. I don't mind a small cock, but a huge dong would be really nice cause it would mean I would have more space to work on with my mouth and tongue! The thought of having a huge meaty dick in my mouth just makes me horny.

I love circumsized cocks. I love the sight of an excited dickhead. The ones that look like firemen helmets really turn me on. But, I don't mind uncut cocks. They're kind of sexy too. I love a low-hanging balls. Watching the scrotum swing like a pendulum really turns me on. I'd love the feeling of the balls banging against my ass as the guy fucks me. I'd also love sucking on those balls.

I like guys 18 - 30 years of age. College guys really turn me on. Where I'm currently at, I am surrounded by these guys. I walk amongst them almost everyday. I get my daily dose of male gawking for free. Sometimes as I walk, I have erections just thinking about what they'd look like naked and how good they'd be in bed. I'd love to have a college dude as my toyboy.

Gosh! I so wanna get laid!!!

Hot Guy Alert! ... Michael Voltaggio

I am currently hooked on Top Chef Las Vegas. I watch the show for two good reasons. One, I love cooking, hence I enjoy watching cooking shows. Two, Michael Voltaggio! He is so fucking hot! His handsome face, his spellbinding blue eyes and tattooed arms (and amazing talent in cooking) just makes me high on lust. I would love to have him tantalize my tastebuds with his food and his body! He's married with kids, but that doesn't mean I cannot have sexual fantasies of him. I'm rooting for Michael V. to win.

Currently Jerking Off To ... Richard Kahui

OMG!!! Richard Kahui has to be the hottest athlete on the face of the Earth! I am totally in love with this guy! This All Black adonis is currently featured on the Rexona Men tv commercial and I get fucking crazy turned on everytime the ad plays on tv. I fantasize giving his superhot muscled body a massage after his rugby match, and then a shower. I so wanna suck his cock and have him fuck me in the ass! I so wanna be his lover! Richard Kahui, would you be my boyfriend?

Pornstar Crush: Brandon Manilow

Oh, Brandon Manilow! How I wish you were my boyfriend!

I just fell in love with this guy after watching him perform in his movies. He is so darn cute. That boyish goody two shoes look on his face just melts my heart. His cock is amazing. He is one of a few who could maintain his stiff member like forever! I also like that he kept his pubic hair for his movies. His dark wiry hair accented his solid shaft. It made him so masculine! Guys with dark pubic hair always turns me on. I liked watching him fuck. He gives a great fuck. I envy those lucky guys who bottomed for him! 

Shelter (2007)

I've just began watching movies of gay interest. I saw 'Shelter' last night and I'm totally in love it.

The movie is about Zach, a budding artist who sacrifices college to look after his nephew Cody and dependent sister Jeanne. They lead a hard life. Zach works as a cook at a diner while Jeanne is a supermarket cashier. He has an on-and-off again relationship with Tori, whom he regards as a good friend, apart from his best pal and surfing buddy Gabe, a wealthy kid who's heading off to college.

Zach and Shaun's first kiss

A chanced meeting with Gabe's older brother Shaun (who's gay) kindles a flame that leaves Zach questioning his sexuality. After sharing their first kiss, Zach tries to supress his true feelings for Shaun, whom Zach reaches out to for company and a shoulder to cry on. Zach realizes he has fallen in love with Shaun, who also loves him and admires Zach's selfless act and talent.

Shaun encourages Zach to re-apply to the arts school and says that he has a place close to the school. Zach eventually is accepted into the school but has not made up his mind about moving to California.

Shaun asks Zach to re-apply to CalArt

When Jeanne discovers her little brother's homosexual relationship with Shaun, she tells him that she and Cody can never cope with that.

Zach ponders about his relationship with Shaun

Confused and uncertain about his future, he breaks up with Shaun. Zach begans feeling empty.

Zach breaks up with Shaun

Jeanne then drops a bombshell on Zach, which could derail his dreams of getting into art school. She and her lover Alan plan to move away due to job opportunities but cannot take Cody along with them as Alan is not fond of children. She asks Zach to look after Cody. Zach is in a dilemma and at  the same time, he longs for Shaun.

Happy family

Zach patches up his relationship with Shaun. They take Cody to live with them in California.

Verdict: This is an endearing gay love story that is a must watch. I'm glad that there is a happy ending. Actors Trevor Wright (Zach) and Brad Rowe (Shaun) are convincing in their respective roles. Apart from the storyline and actors, the soundtrack to this movie is another plus point. I give it 4.5 stars out of 5! I hope there is a sequel to this.

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Bonus: Tender moments between Zach and Shaun

Confession No.6

Unable to find romance with my good friend, I strayed into a lustful companionship with a classmate of mine. I was 17 at that time. He was a jock. He was not that good looking, but had a well-toned body. I was not in love with him, and neither was he in me. We just had fun together. He allowed me to fondle his cock. During class, we sat next to each other. Desks were conjoined to accommodate large number of students. While the teacher was teaching, I would reach for his crotch and caress him until he was hard. He would usually stop me when he could feel himself almost reaching an orgasm. In return, he had this fetish of grabbing my butt cheeks and running his finger between my ass crack (with my pants on). Sometimes when there wasn't anyone around, he would stick his finger into the back of my pants/briefs and move it along my ass crack. I, of course, would be fondling his hardened cock while this took place. There were also instances during our science laboratory sessions, when everyone were asked to group around the front table to watch our science teacher demonstrate experiments, he would always be the one behind me. He would grind his cock against my ass cheeks and between my crack. We would also stay behind after school and find a secluded spot for us to "have fun". During these times, I got to put my hands into his pants and wrap my hands around his engorged penis. As usual, he would ask me to stop when he felt like cumming. We never went beyond that. Just partial handjobs. That's what he wanted. Damn! I wish that I was brave enough to ask him if he would enjoy me giving him blowjobs or fucking my ass. Our 'hands-on' experience went on for a year. He's had girlfriends after that. He's on my facebook. We never discuss about our history now.

Pornstar Crush: Pavel Novotny

Pavel Novotny has to be the best male specimen on the face of Earth! He is the essence of masculinity. A gorgeous face, a set of hypnotic eyes, a body to die for and a majestic cock. I would kill for this man. I dream of being his bottomguy and his everlasting lover. Even with clothes on, he could harden my cock. Just imagine what he does to me sans clothing. I wish I were those guys getting butt-fucked and cum-sprayed by him. I wish I could suck his ginormous dick. I wish I could cuddle up to him in bed. He is forever my porn idol and dreamlover. I love you Pavel!

Confession No.5

At 16, I fell in love with a close friend of mine. I had known him since I was 13. We were in the same class for 3 years, but then we moved to different classes for the next 2 years. Still, our friendship remained. I had no feelings for him at the beginning. To be honest, he wasn't that appealing during pre-puberty, but he evolved into a tall, lean and handsome guy after puberty. We hung out often in school and always communicated over the phone after school. I would get all excited when he called. He sort of sensed that I was into him, but that did not make him stay away from me. He even played along with my infatuation. He would call me 'darling' or 'honey'. My heart melted everytime I heard him call me that. However, there was nothing more to that. It was a one-way love affair. He just didn't want to hurt me. I never made a move on him, but my actions and body language when being with him made it crystal clear that I was head over heels for him. He was straight for sure, because he would flirt with girls. I got really jealous one day when he flirted with a girl on the tennis court. I nearly cried. If only I had the guts to pursue him and tell him that I loved him. He is now engaged to be married.

Famous Cocks: Michael Pitt and Louis Garrel

The Dreamers made me kinda sick, mostly due to the incestuous relationship between the gorgeous Theo (Louis Garell) and his skanky sister Isabelle (Eva Green). It was a major turnoff, so I just could not continue watching. I switched off the tv after Matthew (Michael Pitt) fucked Isabelle for the first time. But what I totally enjoyed about this movie was catching glimpses of Louis Garrel and Michael Pitt's cocks in all their glory. Michael Pitt's penis was the main drawcard for me. Fabulous close-up shots of his suckable cock turned me on! Michael may not be model-like handsome, but he is sort of cute. I first saw him in Murder By Numbers, but I did not feel stirring in my loins. But after watching him naked in The Dreamers, I now can't stop thinking of him and his cock. Louis Garrel is a French actor who is McSteamy material. His cock was nice too (though seen from afar and in quick instances), especially with that dark pubic bush (I love a man with hairy pubes).

Sorry, no cock pics. Just google them.

Currently Jerking Off To ... James van der Beek

I watched Rules Of Attraction last night. James van der Beek was so hot as Sean Bateman! Loved his fucking and masturbation scenes. I would love to see that dreamy face above me as he fucked me hard! Damn, he was hot in every scene! I even got turned on when he gave out those vampire-like stares! I whacked off to him when he was Dawson Leery and now I find myself fantasizing about him again. He is so fucking gorgeous!

In my fantasies, I am the beautiful Paul Denton (Ian Somerhalder, who is also hot like hell!) who manages to seduce Sean and have gay trysts while snorting coke and watching straight porn.

Oh, and yes, I did enjoy that brief shot of Kip Pardue's cock and the scenes between Dick and Paul!

Pornstar Crush: Lukas Ridgeston

Lukas was the first pornstar I had fallen in love with. I spent many a nights jerking off to Lukas pictures and videos. Stunningly handsome, great body, amazing cock and wonderful fucker! Love this guy!

Confession No.4

I had my first schoolboy crush when I was fifteen. I was crazy in love with an 18 year old hunk who was studying pre-college in my school. He was simply gorgeous! He was tall and muscular. My heart skipped a beat and my knees weakened everytime we crossed paths. I would always be in the right place and at the right time whenever he arrived for classes. If I spotted him from afar, I would re-route my journey (by foot) simply to pass him by. He cycled to school and so did I. Sometimes we arrived at the same time and I would wait until he parked his bike, so that I could park mine next to his. He played basketball on Saturdays and I would plan my tennis or badminton games with my buddies on the same day and time. The courts we all adjacent to each other, so I had the best view of him in action. I got arousals whenever he played basketball shirtless. He had a chiseled upper torso. I wished I could lick his chest and abs. I fantasized getting fucked by him! I would also stalk him in school and after school. I followed him one day just to find out where he lived. Occasionally I would cycle by his house hoping to see him after school hours. I think he knew there was something going on because he would catch me gazing dreamily at him. He would continue his curious glance but I would quickly look away. This happened many times. If only I had the balls to go up to him and ask him if he'd like to fuck me good!!!

Confession No.3

My first homosexual experience was with my younger cousin brother, who is two years my junior. We started experimenting with each others' bodies during our pre-pubescent years. Everytime we met or had stayovers, we would lock ourselves in the room and get naked. We would play with each others cocks. He had an enormous dick. I loved fondling him and needless to say, he enjoyed my handwork. We showered together and slept in the same bed. There were times we would role play - he would be the husband and I would be the wife. We continued to fool around with each other for the next three years. However, there was no intercourse nor ejaculation involved during our intimate sessions. The furthest we went was butt-fuck simulation, where he would mount me and rub his erection against my butt cheeks and between my ass crack. I guess the reason why we never fucked was because whenever we were together, we were never quite alone. Our parents or siblings were always around in the house. As we grew older, we grew distant. We would meet occasionally at family events, but we never got intimate nor talked about our homosexual past. We pretend that nothing ever happened between us. He came to realize that he likes (fucking) girls. He is straight and quite a playboy now.

Confession No.2

I'm in my early thirties now, and I am still a virgin. It's pathetic isn't it? I have never been in a strong relationship with a guy, though I yearn for it. I have been intimate with only two guys in my life, but there was no sexual intercourse involved. It happened during high school. I guess they were just looking for fun, that's all. I am an introvert. I am shy and timid. Socializing is not my forte. Maybe that's why I don't meet guys and get much action. I would like to lose my virginity someday. That someone will have to fit my dream guy criteria. It's kind of rigid and one of the criterion might be ridiculous, but that's what I want in my man.

Confession No.1

I am gay. There's no denying it. I started having homosexual tendencies when I was a pre-teen and was pretty sure I was gay when I was 13. I dream of being in a romantic relationship with a guy. I have sexual fantasies involving men. I eyeball hot guys, gawking at them lustfully. Guys really turn me on, especially if they are gorgeous and well-built. I wank-off to gay porn. I am obsessed with the male penis, flaccid and erect. I love it when they ejaculate. Their facial expressions, bodily motions and moaning as they orgasm simply arouses me. Girls have no effect on me, romantically or sexually. I watch straight porn only for the male porn stars.