Confession No.4

I had my first schoolboy crush when I was fifteen. I was crazy in love with an 18 year old hunk who was studying pre-college in my school. He was simply gorgeous! He was tall and muscular. My heart skipped a beat and my knees weakened everytime we crossed paths. I would always be in the right place and at the right time whenever he arrived for classes. If I spotted him from afar, I would re-route my journey (by foot) simply to pass him by. He cycled to school and so did I. Sometimes we arrived at the same time and I would wait until he parked his bike, so that I could park mine next to his. He played basketball on Saturdays and I would plan my tennis or badminton games with my buddies on the same day and time. The courts we all adjacent to each other, so I had the best view of him in action. I got arousals whenever he played basketball shirtless. He had a chiseled upper torso. I wished I could lick his chest and abs. I fantasized getting fucked by him! I would also stalk him in school and after school. I followed him one day just to find out where he lived. Occasionally I would cycle by his house hoping to see him after school hours. I think he knew there was something going on because he would catch me gazing dreamily at him. He would continue his curious glance but I would quickly look away. This happened many times. If only I had the balls to go up to him and ask him if he'd like to fuck me good!!!