Confession No.3

My first homosexual experience was with my younger cousin brother, who is two years my junior. We started experimenting with each others' bodies during our pre-pubescent years. Everytime we met or had stayovers, we would lock ourselves in the room and get naked. We would play with each others cocks. He had an enormous dick. I loved fondling him and needless to say, he enjoyed my handwork. We showered together and slept in the same bed. There were times we would role play - he would be the husband and I would be the wife. We continued to fool around with each other for the next three years. However, there was no intercourse nor ejaculation involved during our intimate sessions. The furthest we went was butt-fuck simulation, where he would mount me and rub his erection against my butt cheeks and between my ass crack. I guess the reason why we never fucked was because whenever we were together, we were never quite alone. Our parents or siblings were always around in the house. As we grew older, we grew distant. We would meet occasionally at family events, but we never got intimate nor talked about our homosexual past. We pretend that nothing ever happened between us. He came to realize that he likes (fucking) girls. He is straight and quite a playboy now.