Pornstar Crush: Lukas Ridgeston

Lukas was the first pornstar I had fallen in love with. I spent many a nights jerking off to Lukas pictures and videos. Stunningly handsome, great body, amazing cock and wonderful fucker! Love this guy!

Confession No.4

I had my first schoolboy crush when I was fifteen. I was crazy in love with an 18 year old hunk who was studying pre-college in my school. He was simply gorgeous! He was tall and muscular. My heart skipped a beat and my knees weakened everytime we crossed paths. I would always be in the right place and at the right time whenever he arrived for classes. If I spotted him from afar, I would re-route my journey (by foot) simply to pass him by. He cycled to school and so did I. Sometimes we arrived at the same time and I would wait until he parked his bike, so that I could park mine next to his. He played basketball on Saturdays and I would plan my tennis or badminton games with my buddies on the same day and time. The courts we all adjacent to each other, so I had the best view of him in action. I got arousals whenever he played basketball shirtless. He had a chiseled upper torso. I wished I could lick his chest and abs. I fantasized getting fucked by him! I would also stalk him in school and after school. I followed him one day just to find out where he lived. Occasionally I would cycle by his house hoping to see him after school hours. I think he knew there was something going on because he would catch me gazing dreamily at him. He would continue his curious glance but I would quickly look away. This happened many times. If only I had the balls to go up to him and ask him if he'd like to fuck me good!!!

Confession No.3

My first homosexual experience was with my younger cousin brother, who is two years my junior. We started experimenting with each others' bodies during our pre-pubescent years. Everytime we met or had stayovers, we would lock ourselves in the room and get naked. We would play with each others cocks. He had an enormous dick. I loved fondling him and needless to say, he enjoyed my handwork. We showered together and slept in the same bed. There were times we would role play - he would be the husband and I would be the wife. We continued to fool around with each other for the next three years. However, there was no intercourse nor ejaculation involved during our intimate sessions. The furthest we went was butt-fuck simulation, where he would mount me and rub his erection against my butt cheeks and between my ass crack. I guess the reason why we never fucked was because whenever we were together, we were never quite alone. Our parents or siblings were always around in the house. As we grew older, we grew distant. We would meet occasionally at family events, but we never got intimate nor talked about our homosexual past. We pretend that nothing ever happened between us. He came to realize that he likes (fucking) girls. He is straight and quite a playboy now.

Confession No.2

I'm in my early thirties now, and I am still a virgin. It's pathetic isn't it? I have never been in a strong relationship with a guy, though I yearn for it. I have been intimate with only two guys in my life, but there was no sexual intercourse involved. It happened during high school. I guess they were just looking for fun, that's all. I am an introvert. I am shy and timid. Socializing is not my forte. Maybe that's why I don't meet guys and get much action. I would like to lose my virginity someday. That someone will have to fit my dream guy criteria. It's kind of rigid and one of the criterion might be ridiculous, but that's what I want in my man.

Confession No.1

I am gay. There's no denying it. I started having homosexual tendencies when I was a pre-teen and was pretty sure I was gay when I was 13. I dream of being in a romantic relationship with a guy. I have sexual fantasies involving men. I eyeball hot guys, gawking at them lustfully. Guys really turn me on, especially if they are gorgeous and well-built. I wank-off to gay porn. I am obsessed with the male penis, flaccid and erect. I love it when they ejaculate. Their facial expressions, bodily motions and moaning as they orgasm simply arouses me. Girls have no effect on me, romantically or sexually. I watch straight porn only for the male porn stars.